When you left,

it felt like the sun was gone for my moon

only leaving darkness behind.

6 years gone by, I’ve been like a star reborn

going through darkness and shining my own light.

and sometimes I wonder, if you were my sunlight at all,

or a dark black hole that gave me birth

and then extinguished all my light so your leftover could stay preserved

perhaps I went into such a dark place that I created my own black hole

that stayed even after you left.

Yet, sometimes I think

maybe you and I were two broken stars born out of the sun,

and we went through our rebirths

until you left,

until I will leave.

-27/04/2021