Deepest Darkest Fear: Part 2- The Healing & Learning

Finished reading part 1? If you’ve just stumbled on this post, then I’d suggest you to read this first. 🙂 Welcome to part 2! The dating incident didn’t allow me to think straight for a while. Partly, perhaps because for the three of four years of my uni life I didn’t go out much for…

Deepest Darkest Fear: Part 1 – The Breaking

Recently, I was asked, ‘what is your deepest darkest fear?’ After a brief thought I blurted out, ‘Loving someone and them leaving me.’ ‘That’s it? There must be something else?’ they asked. ‘I can’t think of anything else…’ I replied. ‘Well, you’re pretty brave then.’ they said. Thinking back to this conversation, I retrospected on…

Edinburgh in Sunny Summer

Visiting Edinburgh in Summer? Awesome! Warning: Scotland’s weather is super unpredictable! Must have for the trip: An umbrella/poncho raincoat, smartphone (you won’t need a fancy camera if you have a good smartphone), selfie stick for solo travellers (else you can buy a cheap one in stores like Primark), a good pair of walking shoes. An…

A Million Words

A million words to say, hesitance stopped me. A million words to say, rejection scared me. A million words to say, ego dwindled, ignorance blinded me. A million words to say, I had no time, chasing wild dreaams with no thought. A million words to say, their reaction was uncertain, fear stopped me. A million…

Oh Edinburgh!

The sun shines bright, the grass tickles my back, a slight breeze, fingers through my tangled hair. Eyes wandering up at the bright blue clear skies, birds soaring high. Trees shining green, shadows growing stronger moving around as the sun rises & sets. Yellow daffodils along the road sides, little white & yellow daisies sprouting…

The Clock is Ticking

Tik Tok Tik Tok… the clock ticked. Tik, the second goes by unnoticed a little too fast sometimes a little too slow. Tik, the second went by when I met you, Tok, the second went by when we parted ways. Tik Tok Tik Tok… the clock ticks by I wonder if I miss you or…

The Lost Case

I wish I told my friend that if he continued to sulk on his 2-3 shortcomings he’ll become worse than he was. I wish I told my friend to not stay in dark corners for too long. I wish he just listened. I wish he was a little brave. I wish he never betrayed. Himself….

Serenity. Serenity. Serenity.

Sun shining bright, wind gushing through my curls. Sun’s heat tickling my face, while the cool breeze evened it out, not letting my skin burn. Serenity. Serenity. Serenity. There’s a constant rustling of leaves from the trees around, birds are happily chirping, clouds are rapidly moving with the wind creating funny shapes. I saw the…

Paper, Screen… Emotions.

Swirling head, emotions bursting; life is happening. Twitching hands, ink-full pen; the paper is waiting. Flexing fingers, cracking knuckles; the cursor is blinking, the screen is staring. Pen takes the cigar’s place, paper takes a cutter’s, bleeding through words feels more relaxing…

Life

Life is a mystery for all, a history of all those gone, a chemistry for all those experimenting. Life is a disguised angel for some and a devil for others. Until we learn, it teaches the same lesson with a curious string of events that are never the same. Life taught me that it’s simply…